i just watched the shining

ik that's the point and he's a good actor, but does anyone else get so grossed out by the guy, like I had to genuinely cover up the screen when he was on cuz hes so ugly and uncomfortable (again, I know that's the point). I just wanna know if anyone else feels the same, maybe its cuz im a rape survivor I can't stand seeing a gross guy like that all up in my face, he's pissed me off 😭😭

anyway, for smth positive, i love wendy and i love how the film genuinely makes you so uncomfortable, my throat was constricting