Cheer a depressed white German (31) up. It was really rough lately.

Hello everybody. I am a white guy from Germany. I have a small dick. There, I said it. It's hard being on this subreddit with a small white dick. Everyone always wants a BWC only. I have had conversations that went really well end because I have a small dick. That is depressing.
I really had a shitty time in the last week. Dating apps suck, real life sucks, getting a job sucks. I hate my life. And today was even worse.
Maybe someone is willing to cheer me up a bit. I don't actually care how. I don't really care about ethnicity either. I do have a huge crush on indian and arab women, though (which also only seem to like BWC). Can't date them, can't apparently fuck them, but I do think they are goddesses.
Someone that doesn't care about dick size would be nice. Or someone with a small dick that still gets to fuck a ton of women. I'm open to anything. Even hard slur stories of raceplay.