Oh man.

When it gets rough just remember why you left.

I had to see her face to face the other day and was flooded with a million different emotions. It was like getting stabbed in the chest all over again. This time was different though. Instead of wondering why about what could have been, I just pitied her.

Through my connection to her ex and my own personal growth, introspection and reality grounding techniques I was able to get back to me pretty quick. Just had to remind myself that it was all fake and shes a remorseless monster with 0 capacity for empathy or empathy.

Driving the car I bought her is weird though... don't recommend unless you're a glutton for agony.

Anyways guys remember why you left and remember not to look back. As much as it may have sucked it was for the best! Also, don't worry someone new who actually values you will step into your life at the right moment.