[17M] feeling lonely unloved and unwanted desperately looking for friends who will genuinely love and care about me, time killers and ghosters stay away (preferably guys)

Hey I'm very boring guy with no friends in real life i don't have any cool hobbies listening to music and scrolling through instgram is all i do in a day. People usually get bored of me. I don't have any friends bcz i have childhood truama i was bullied in school so I struggle in talking with people. Please don't leave or ghost me I'm clingy and get attached too easily :(