I have a plan

This morning I had a discussion with my gf... She's really upset, I made a mistake. I've been under much pressure and answer her a question in a wrong way I Now she doesn't want to talk to me... I feel like I'm bothering her with my existence, my anger and depression. So, I have a plan. I will transfer her all my money so at least I can help her before I go. Then I'll say goodbye to my family, ask them for forgiveness and to pray for my soul. Then I'll found a train and jump in front of it. No bothering anyone anymore after my funeral.