Why do they draw so much blood?

Seriously it's starting to feel like that crap is getting sold on the side markets. Regardless I'm starting to get to the root of my problem and believe it or not I may not be bipolar. I might be but weirdly it's leaning towards me being an extreme anxiety case who has always thought they can't be afraid of crap. Just talking about my situation makes my heart race and panic sets in. I've asked to be prescribed whatever these V pills are and we'll see if I get survive another round of torture on twitch. Good thing is i'll be coming back with a healthy mind set and hopefully a new name. I won't spoil because I have no clue yet but i'm leaning towards something to do with the occult and crows as crows are great. Raven's are cool but really just European crows. Corvis shall