My ex is a home wrecker and I still fuck him

I met him through tinder very handsome tall brown hair blue eyes. On our 2nd date we fucked and it was super fucking hot. He told me he had a fetish for creampies and I am on BC so I let him cum inside, but as our relationship grew I became very suspicious and I asked to go through his phone and he didn’t let me.

Eventually we broke up and he admitted to me that he was treating our relationship as open and he was seeing others on the side. I asked further and he told me about how he has fucked and got pregnant multiple girls, including his neighbor. His current count is 3, but he told me he loves trying to get as many girls pregnant as possible. Seeing this made me so wet and what made it even more hot is he had a picture with his neighbor and their kid and comparing childhood photos the kid looks like it’s his. He also tells me he is pretty sure he has knocked up many other girls and he gets off at the thought of knocking up married girls. Most of the relationships he ruins the bf or husband doesn’t know that their wife cheated. It is impressive.

It doesn’t help that he lives close by so whenever I am horny I think about how many girls he knocks up and I invite him over. Needless to say he keeps telling me to get of BC.