Losing my virginity finally to my best friend's ex.

This is a follow up to my previous post, please read that if you want to follow my journey hehe.

After that day at the garden and getting home I genuinely felt like the luckiest girl on the planet. My mouth craving the taste of his cock and his scent hehe. We texted a bunch more about the blowjob and what I could improve on, I felt like the luckiest girl that I got to suck his dick. He told me to come over to his house tomorrow and I went and took the longest shower cleaning and shaving everything 😅. I masturbated for the first time thinking of his dick and giving him head again. I got ready the next day and dolled up as much as I could, I put on my prettiest lace panties and bra and lotioned my whole body to smell as good as I could make it. I didn't know what to expect but I wanted to be prepared for anything, I was praying he'd let me suck his dick again 😭. I bought him kisses chocolate and a king size kit kat bar because I know he loves kit kats.

I got to his house and he took me to his room and we joked around for a bit and then I gave him the king size kit kat bar and told him it's because he's my King( I know it's corny 😭 😂) and he called me corny for it 😭 i gave him the kisses chocolate saying these are kisses from me for when he needs it hehe he said he needed it now and grabbed my face with one hand and kissed me 😩. When I say I melted guys I melted! Ughhh he's so fucking hot I get horny thinking about it every time and even writing it now 😭. He then told me to get on my knees for my King and I did and he pulled his dick out and kept slapping it on my head and face hehe I got to suck again and after he pulled me up and took my top off and left so many bruises on my tits from sucking too hard 😭 it felt so good but it was so much to take in but I never said no or tried to stop him because I wanted to make him proud.

He left more than 10 dark hickies on my tits and started to unzip my jeans kinda aggressively and ill say I was scared a bit because this is my first time and I didn't know what to expect. I kept whispering to him to please be gentle while kissing his neck but he didn't respond lol which only made my legs weaker. He bent me over the table and spread my ass, he didn't even appreciate my pretty panties 😭 he pulled them off and told me I was a good slut because my pussy was already dripping wet hehe and I felt good hearing it.

I was like mentally preparing for penetration and praying my pussy will be good enough for him and he put his elbow around my neck and pulled me back and told me I'm allowed to scream or cry as much as I want and pushed my head back on the table with my ass bent over to him, THIS MAN PUT HIS DICK INSIDE MY ASS 😭 I SCREAMED! I love him with all my heart but that first thrust he did I hated him so much in that moment 😭 he lubed his cock with my pussy juice (feels weird saying that) so I thought he was going to fuck my pussy but nope he went straight for my ass. He held my body down with one hand and kept going in and out and I just kept screaming and crying and he kept talking to softly saying that it'll feel good soon and that I'm a good girl and that he's proud of me which calmed me down but I was still breathing so heavy on the table, he slowed down a little and gave me slow long strokes and he was right it did start to feel good after a minute 😭 I was already a mess on the table it has so much of my tears that he was wiping my face with it when he held my face down. After my ass kinda opened for him fuck it felt so good even tho it was hurting, I was scared because I thought he'd think it's dirty or whatnot.

He cummed inside my ass and I felt such warm cum ughh it felt so good. He pulled his dick out and made me suck it clean and it felt so dirty but so hot, he told me he's proud of me and that just made me want to please him more. He pulled me up and bent me over again and this slowly put it in my pussy and I lost both my anal and pussy virginity that day. He was much gentler with my pussy and we 2 more rounds and he loved going from my pussy into my ass and back into my pussy then my mouth. I was basically like a toy that he was just using to please his desires hehe and I didn't mind because I love this man and id let him do whatever. He let me sleep on his chest after and in the evening when I had to go he kept my panties and bra and sent me home without it. A day later I had to go back to my college because break ended and I was so upset but also so happy and eager to tell Abby everything that happened.

I'll tell the rest when I get out of work hehe. Love you guys ❤️