394 days denied....i just wanna cry

In a good way like i want to be made to cry...face slapped balls spanked ass reddened nipples pinched snd cage vibrated. The only release i have is pee..precum and tears...and I want to stay denied and dumb and crave humiliation and pain (light pain) and just be someone's sexual outlet.. used and put back on a shelf.

Edging is the best drug