he says im not allowing him to masturbate

i just can't get out of sadness, he keeps balming me and defending himself with excuses and manipulation. he said:

He told me he can’t do it without porn because photos of me get repetitive, and it’s hard to jerk off to the same thing. He also said he doesn’t want to ask me for new nudes all the time, like those are the only options that exist.

Even when we had sex, he still went and jerked off to porn afterwards. I don’t understand it. I’m not trying to control him or stop him from masturbating, I’ve just said that it hurts me when he does it to other women. I don’t think that’s unreasonable. And honestly, you don’t need to jerk off 15 times a day.

He told me he has tons of photos of me that he uses, but when I looked in his gallery, there were also pictures of other women, some of which he deleted after I found them.

Then he said:

But what hurt the most was this:

That sentence broke me. It made me feel like I’m not enough, like I can’t ever compare to them.