advice for gp PLZ

I know it’s a bit too late cause like exam is literally on third of November, but bro I feel so lost because my GP is actually in the trenches like I’ve been reading so many essays for the past few days and compounding my knowledge on like science and technology. However, I still don’t know how to properly execute my stuff and my paper two is so bad. Like before prelims, I went to study all the question types and all the punctuation stuff but I still failed my SAQ badly, because somehow I always think of different points from what the author think which is. SO FREAKING. frustrating and I don’t know what to do. I genuinely need advice because honestly I don’t think it’s a matter of how much I study I think I’m quite I study quite hard.

also everybody keeps saying my language is bad but honestly I don’t think it’s bad, like I read like those model essays right and I can spot like their grammatical or punctuation errors but when my teachers great my essay they always say oh, your English is kind of weird BUT I can’t see it man 💔💔💔💔💔i feel so dejected devastated disheartened downcast miserable 💔💔💔

I feel like it’s just a matter of how efficient my study sessions are and honestly I really don’t know how else to improve my GP grades also I’m so freaking stressed cause I’m not sure if I should focus more on GP or like my other subjects because I wanna get like all As💔 and I’m so worried about like the maths and physics bellcurve. And if the chemistry paper is going to be so freaking hard, like the 2023 chemistry paper was like freaking terrifying.