How do i keep up with my prayers

I try so hard, i'm fine with all my other duties as a muslim, i wear my hijab and dress modestly, i read the quran and fast, i give zakat and almost everything you could name. But i really struggle with praying, i try to pray once or twice a day atleast but i seriously cannot keep up. Sometimes i don't even pray at all and i even hate myself for it. I need a solution cuz i cannot bear with this situation anymore.