Have everything yet feel nothing

I live a confortable life, study, have friends, a girlfriend. Yet, i feel like ending it all tonight. I have struggled with depression and suicide before. I made an attempt a year ago, wich landed me in the hospital and i had to recover for a while.

I just feel, nothing. Sometimes i feel stress, or love. But 90 percent its just nothing. Sad or angry. I think its time to go. People around me wont suspect anything. Just wanted to share my feelings, good luck to you all. Bye.