This is my first NNN and I'm excited.

Hi. I'm 18 male. I started masturbating when I was 12. I saw a dirty scene in a movie my dad was watching one night, so In bed I started playing with myself thinking about it. That's when it all started. For years now I've been jerking. I do it when I'm bored, when I'm stressed. I do it when I have to do something I'm nervous about the next day. Gonna take a shower? Might as well sit on the bathroom floor and squeeze a session in before I get cleaned up. I have realized that the only thing I look forward to in day to day life is jerking and food. I'm ready to change. I want to feel clean. I want to be more holy and live for Jesus. I want to stop reducing woman to a play thing I get off to on a screen when I'm bored. I want to have a wife and kids someday. I want to become a stronger man. That's why I'm participating in this years NNN. Thanks for reading, and good luck.