Muslims are forcing me to pray namaj. Need help
So i live in a very small village. Belong to a upper middle class family. I was born in a Muslim family my father and everyone is Muslim.
And bachpan se mai bhi namaj padhta tha. But as i grow older i realized that it's all bullshit and nothing else. So i completely stopped any kinda of religious activities.
Mai roja, namaj, eid etc kuch bhi nahi karta. A fully atheist but obviously meri family mai koi nahi janta hai mere bare mai.
Bich bich mai mere father kabhi kabhi bolte the eid padhne ko but ma subha late sone ki acting karta tha. Toh aise taise baat ignore hojati thi.
But here is the problem now mere village k jitne bhi imaam ya mulla wagera jo bhi hai. Sab religious log sabne yeh kehna suru kardia hai ki jo jo namaj nahi padhrahe abhi unsabko bolenge namaj padhne k liye or ager phirbhi koi namaj nahi padhte to unke ghar se koi relation nahi rakheha koi
I don't give flying fuck about those people but apparently my father care about "samaj" mai log kya kahenge . He care a lot about his reputation and image.
So he is also pressuring me to pray namaj. Especially Friday ki jumma. I don't want to do that mujhe nahi padhna namaj wamaj.
Problem is agar mai financially independent hota to i would have left this shithole in a heartbeat. I don't have fancy degree maine padhai chhod di thi current internship karta hu at a small clinic in my village. 15k a month. I'm a fast learner.
Current stuck in this situation don't know what to do. I had heated argument with my father this evening about this topic and during the argument gusse mai mujhe kaha ki agar namaj nahi padhoge ghar chhod do. That word hits me like an arrow.
Please guys give me some solutions to this situation my dms are open. Or comment anything helpful my heart is sinking right now. Tomorrow is Friday and i don't know what will i do next time if have this argument again.
And main thodi der pehle bahar dukan gaya tha kuch kharidne to waha pe bhi do logo ne kaha ki namaj kiyu nahi padne jaate ho. I told them mujhe gharme kuch kaam hai baad ma baat karunga.
Posted Oct 30, 2025, 4:07 PM UTC