19 [F4M] #Online - Inexperienced sub looking for Dom that would own and deny me long-term

I've been lurking in denial and submissive subs for quite awhile now, and has always fantasized about being owned by a master and being denied long term, but never had the courage to actually find a master to own me

Now I'm trying to find a master who is willing to train me from zero and teach me to be obedient and always edged, achey and desperate

Looking for someone who is willing to set rules punish me when i disobey so that I truly learn my place >_<

kinks are mainly: denial, Pet/slave play, bondage, hypno, humiliation, degradation, subspace

limits: scat, blood, irl pics