My peers always said that the right one will find me and to wait, but how are they supposed to understand when they were already in relationships in which THEY were the ones perused.

Ive always been the one chasing and putting in the effort, because if i didn’t we probably wouldn’t be talking. But even if we do keep talking, eventually the guy would leave me on read or deliverd. I stopped texting after that. But there was a time where i was in a “talking stage”. He made me feel special, always complimenting me, understanding my neurodivergence, and also making me feel wanted. But for some reason he would stop talking to me for days and even weeks, even tho he was posting on his story. He would only respond once I text him. Eventually i got fed up with him and confronted him, Only for him to say he never said we were in a talking stage, which was absolute bullcrap, and i pulled receipts, and what day it was. And then he tried to lie and said he told me after how he wasn’t ready, which wasn’t the case at all because all of the texts was him trying to sext me. I was so pissed, but also extremely hurt, because the one person who outright expressed his interest to me, was lying and playing with me this whole time. After that i truly started to believe i wasn’t capable of being wanted by any guy, and that i’ll always be that person who’s relationships are always one-sided. It sucks, it really sucks. It makes me feel like im missing out.