Loosing a Bestfriend

October 25 2025, my female best friend deactivated her Instagram and as a friend I was really worried as I didn't know what happened to her and I came to ask what exactly happened and she just said it's just nothing she's not feeling quite good and she's kind of hurt she'll be fine within two or three days. The next day I had a really great tour and usually when I do something interesting I talk about it with my bestie that day I did that as well and she hang up the phone saying she don't wanna talk so I guessed she's not feeling quite great talking to me and I said" don't just ignore me block me if you don't wanna talk to me ". Next day she texted me normally and I was quite mad because of the other day so I was kind of frustrated of my family matters and all the things lead me to be angry and I just showed all the anger to her sing a couple hurtful things which I didn't mean she was crying after that she was talking to her other friend and her other friend said just to cut off me from my life that would bring peace to her and she did exactly that all the memories all the fun vibes the bond she just ruined all of them and decided to remove me from my life sing either way be strangers are we maintain distance I didn't want to be a pain or a option for anyone so I just decided to be strangers I begged her I cried for her to be the same as before and said that I'm really sorry bout that day she didn't listen to me and just blocked me we planned the whole life we would be friends to be exact best friends and she just broke all the promises is that my fault or her fault or the situation's fault let me know guys she was a blessing for me she was a blessing for me.