First time experience.

So yesterday me and 2 of my boys decided “Hey, it’s Halloween, I have this Molly let’s take it” so we do exactly that at around 8:10pm. Mind you this is the first time we are ever doing M. We cut this purple rock in half and then into 3 pieces (about 180mg) using a razor blade and wrap it in some rolling paper. We pop it and we’re chilling we go outside and smoke a blunt and start watching some YouTube and we get a little buzz from the weed and head back inside. I feel like the weed made it harder for me to feel 100% of the effects of the Molly but I was definitely feeling something different then just being high. My body was getting hot and itchy almost and I was hella paranoid that I just took something that’s not Molly and it’s gonna kill me or I’m gonna have to go to the hospital but then after like 10-15minutes I definitely start to feel it - the led lights pop, colors more vibrant, etc. My peak came at around 9:30-10:00 when I felt the best most amazing feeling. I was hype and talkative and super excited because we were going to a party and I was thinking “oooooooh I’m aboutta fuck”. So we get to this party around 11, and it is packed like it’s a country house but everyone’s outside by a giant bonfire, live DJ, all that. We light up another joint and just kind of chill out. So one of my friends had already left to his place at this point, and now it was just me and my other buddy. This was literally the first party I’ve ever went to and I’m not gonna lie, I don’t think I’m cut out for this shit. I went to a OsamaSon concert the day before and it was fucking awesome (not on molly just sober) - livest crowd ever I literally couldn’t breathe at some point, awesome pits, people throwing clothes in the air, nice VFX and audio, I also threw my shirt into the mosh and was jumping up and down shirtless with a bunch of dudes. Anyways what I’m trying to say is I loved the concert, which was also the first one I ever went to of that type, but the party? Nah. Very stereotypical crowd - Loud ass redneck dudes who have the biggest fucking egos, drunk ass girls falling over, and you know that feeling when you just feel something is off? I had that. So I quickly find my boy and I’m like “Yo I’m boutta leave it’s too cold and I need water” So at this point I think the Molly was on a definite comedown and I just had afterglow. So I get into this uber, and I think this is the point where I start having a psychosis episode, because when I sit down in this uber, I start hearing music that I was listening to earlier but it’s not coming from my phone or the car, it’s literally coming out of nowhere, but it’s real, and I can hear it. I thug it out and finally get home and it gets a lot louder, so I start looking for it and it just keeps changing rooms and hallways, the music is always distant. I get into bed and just try to chill out - eat some snacks, water, all that stuff. And I keep seeing people that are in my room or the hallway - shadow hands wrapping around the door, I looked to my side and a plushie my girlfriend gave me (an elephant) was an old ass man’s head for like a whole 10 seconds until I realized it wasn’t. Then I look at the chair where I hung of my coat. Spiders. Big ass fucking purple spiders actually MOVING like big scary purple spiders that are moving around on my coat. Meanwhile the music is still playing in the distance, which now I realize wasn’t real music but it almost sounded like someone was making a beat on FL Studio but was really crap at it. Anyways that was the end of my night I eventually fell asleep and then woke up and wrote this. Main point - that party was ass and do not ever invite me to no hick party ever again 😭 I can see how it could be fun if you were drunk and a dumbass but it’s not for me. I prefer functions where you can find a smaller group of people and vibe out with them and make new friends and have nice talks and listen to some fire music. I’m really not sure what pushed me over the hallucination border because that experience was terrible. It felt great for 1:30-2:00hours and then became tweaky. Thank you everyone who read all of this, just wanted to put this out there for anyone to read and maybe help me out in the replies to see what I should do differently next time.