It's stupid how much I think about before I take action.

Like I think about a looot of things. For example, I see a bunch of leaves scraped up together into a small hill. The first thing that comes to mind would to kick it and let these leaves scatter in all directions. But then I think about how it would how much dirt it would probably contain. And if this dirt comes in contact with my skin my allergy would act up. And it's likely I'll be sneezing and and veezing. Then it'll get worse and worse and I'd be realllyyyy sick and I won't have to do anything for a while, just lie in bed and get some rest. Honestly it's really tempting but the sickness is not worth me doing this shit. Tgen I'll be thinking of how the person who scraped up this hill of leaves have worked hard and how much I shouldn't be doing this. I'll be looking realllyyyy dumb because I'll be standing there looking at a pile of leaves.