Sometimes, new things feel like they’ve always been

And sometimes, something that has been a certain way for almost 2 years just don’t feel like they’ve happened. It feels like what was an important part of your life for most of your life should still be a certain way, yet nothing will ever return to how it was. Time marches on ignoring the mortals trapped within its curse and leaves a part of your brain to catch up. It sometimes feels like you haven‘t truly lost what you have, and there’s no way to make it any better, and it can only get worse from there