I have been alone all my life...

35M lonely loser, always alone, forever alone. im needy, need affection, im introvert, have asperger, BPD and i dont like to go out... so all my life unwanted and alone... all my life rejected by women...

there is no point in living if i cant be with another person, and share this little shitty life...

want to disappear... i cant deal with this pain...