I'm a straight man but I like seeing dicks bigger than mine

I've never mentioned this to anyone but I found out that it can be talked about I'm ashamed of this but I believe I'm horny for this dynamic of "hey friend, I'm bigger" I wanted to have this kind of friendship, brotherhood of brothers, you know? Well, like I said, I haven't mentioned this to anyone or ever done anything like that, but I enjoy it, it's cool haha, if anyone wants to talk about it, call DM, let's keep in touch, it's hard to find someone who does.