20 [F4M] #Online - submissive seeking to degrade myself by sharing explicit pictures with unknown people online

I'm searching for a Sadistic Dom, preferably someone to whom I can send very personal photos and videos. I want you to belittle me, insult me, say I'm just a disgusting slut, only valuable for pleasing men, telling me how great I am for violating and reproducing. Ideally, I would appreciate it if you could send me pictures or videos of you climaxing or stimulating yourself alongside my pictures, but that's not the main focus.

In return, I would bow to you, reveal my most private areas in creative and humiliating manners, and climax for you. I have a slight fixation on anal, and I would really like to test the boundaries of what I can accommodate in my backside. I would enjoy recording myself as I attempt to handle larger and more embarrassing items.

This will clearly require some level of trust, so kindly reply with your age, location, experience, and one error you encountered while learning to Dom. Ideally, you should be on EU time or near it. :)

I am NOT seeking an online dynamic, I simply want to present myself while I look for my in-person Dom