I am a woman who has never had a man interested in her

I am 48F. I am very straight, very attracted to men. I have had dozens of crushes in my lifetime, maybe more. None of the men (or boys when I was young) have ever reciprocated my interest. I have asked men out, been rejected 100 percent of the time. I have never been asked out. I have never been on a date. Ask me anything!