The fantasy this evening is anal

My major kink with anal is someone starting off gentle and devoted. They're a bit degrading maybe but attentive and careful as they get me ready. By the time I'm clean and lubed up and stretched out, I'm deliriously turned on. I am sopping wet. I want a cock in my mouth. I am disoriented because all that stretching is such a turn on but I have never actually got off from anal and all that fingering and stretching wasn't about getting me off anyways, it was about getting me ready to take cock.

If you're soft and gentle with me and get me edged out and turned on, I will sink deep into that submissive headspace.

And then the actual fucking begins.

Slow and steady at first but once you're sure that I am that open and ready, you start going hard. Railing my ass. It's intense and it doesn't hurt but it's so much. It's so full and my body is so confused by it. I'm turned on enough that it's pleasurable but I also can't get off like this.

Fuck me hard.

Take what you want.

Finish deep in my ass and leave me with my cunt entirely untouched.

Bonus fantasy: lock me up in chastity at the end of it so I can't deal with it myself after the fact. Leave me so turned on, dripping cum out of my asshole, and with no way to get my own pleasure.

Maybe next time you'll let me get off.