I Blew it

I know it's that wonderful month of NNN and I need forgiveness.

I swear last night with the damn trick or treaters I was off an hour. I usually lay down in bed about 11pm..I was going to give myself one more release and it was the best orgasm I've had in a long time. I've been edging so long the tip of my penis actually was hurting after that release.

Thata not the problem, the problem was I got caught up in a movie and I didn't realize it was midnight when I went to bed and after coming down from that one, I looked at the clock and it read 12:15. Fuck, where did that hour go. I swear I thought it was after 11.

That means that I blew (literally, it felt like Mt St Helens with the top third exploding off) it 15 minutes into nnn month.

If I lived in CDT I would have been okay. Do I deserve a repreive or did I just screw up the whole month 15 minutes into it?