I cheat on my partner online and I can't help it

I am in a beautiful loving relationship, I have the most amazing partner anyone could ask for but somehow I can't help but to cheat on her constantly.

I love to talk to random women here, sometimes sext with them too and flirt with them. It's a huge guilt that I feel everyday yet I constantly do that.

My partner has no idea about the Reddit life I have and I don't have the heart to tell her.

I have limited this to online only and would never do something like this in real life but the kick I get when talking to random women while my partner sleeps besides me is something great.

I have accepted the fact that I am an online cheater and I'm at peace with it now. I hope I'm not the only one who is an online cheater like me. If you do or feel the same then do hit me up and maybe we can trauma bond.