Today is my 27th birthday

Just happened to be alive for our predicament. Trying to figure out the meaning of my life and getting older while also dealing with stupid thoughts like "what if they don't like me that way?" and "what if I've wasted my whole life so far?" and "why aren't I more successful like x y or z?"

I know it's all bullshit. Our paradigm is slipping away. I guess I should have made more of it