Blowjob perfectionist

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*I’m a perfectionist. Always have been. Like there are guys who got blowjobs from me because I wanted to practice, because I’m a perfectionist, and if I’m going to do a job, I’m going to do it right - just like my father taught me.

And I wanted to make sure I was prepared for when I met The One, because I thought blowjobs are how you get men to fall in love with you. Like I imagined they hear wedding bells when they come, because that’s how it works for me.

My father went to the US Naval Academy and he’d always say “you’d be surprised what you’re capable of if you have to do it.” So I worked really hard, did all the things you’re supposed to do, made sure to drink lots of water, and I actually got pretty good at blowjobs. I received a lot of very positive feedback.

But it wasn’t enough. Because no matter how much positive feedback I receive, it will never be enough. It will never fill my hole in my soul. I learned that what I actually need to do is let myself receive instead of always giving and giving and giving, so I can activate a man’s hero instinct, according to TikTok.

Now I’m learning to embrace my authentic self. My lips are fake but my daddy issues are real and they’re spectacular. I’m authentic where it counts - on the inside.

I’m still single. But that’s okay - Oprah says it’s about progress not perfection. It’s not about where you’re at, it’s about how far you’ve come.*