😭🤣🤣this is how you convince people to hear . And don't blame me this is how social media works so stop your intellectual shit and just hear my concerning experience I want to share and it's serious. 
So it all about mental unstablility and unrealistic things happened with me and it getting worse day by day. So it's about dream and unreal world i am trapped in an countless horror uncanny suffering of hell. Ok it sounds crazy and I don't want to make to sound unreal like it actually is  and don't say that I am thinking to much it's beyond my control now. So I want you to think the possibilities. So start.
  DREAM AND UNREAL SUFFERING I AM TRAPPED IN:
Toh yeah kuch aysa hai ki samjhne me bikul confusing and magar Mai ek dream me fas gya hu or yeah dream ka koe end nhi hai. Mtlb ki infinite loop of dreams ya phir worlds jo ki mujhe mere dream me dikhte hain. Or yeah aaj ya abhi se nhi ho rha balki yeah mujhe bachpan se hi hota tha . Meri mummy ne bataya tha ki mai bachpan me sapne dikhta tha or darta tha or rote hui utta tha. Magar utni kam age me dream aana toh possible possible hi nahin Hai kyunki use waqt experience develop hi nahin hota Hai to fir yah kaise possible hai ki main jo Sapna dekh raha hun vah ek tarike ka Mera Bura experience ka ek collection nahin Hai Jo project ho raha hai mere sapne mein. Chijen bahut jyada worst tab hone lagi jab mujhe pata Chala ki yah chijen mere control Se jyada mujhe pareshan kar rahi hai matlab ki yah chijen bahut jyada unreal jitni dikhti hai jyada chaotic dikhti hai Magar utani hi jyada structured aur bahut jyada detailing hoti ja rahi hai. Matlab ki mere dream sab pahle Se jyada detail mein aur bahut jyada interactive hote Ja Rahe Hain itne interactive ki Main pain , suffering or touch tak ko feel kar paa Raha hu joki dream me possible hi nhi hai. How can I feel the presence of things around the dream. Dreams bahut alag alag tarah ke hain aur yah kuchh aisa hai ki jab bhi Main sota Hun to mujhe अलग-अलग duniya dikhai deti Hai yani ki Main अलग-अलग duniya mein rinkar net ho jata hun aur use hisab Se mujhe vah wali life chini Hoti Hai kuchh samay ke liye yah bahut short period of time ke liye Magar vahan per Safar karna hota Hai aur suffering Puri Bhari Hui hoti hai aur vahan ka main goal Hai survive karna. And aur is dream mein mujhe bahut bar maar Diya gaya hai literally killing. Agar tum dusri picture Dekho jo maine dala hai to tumhen pata chalega ki Main kis tarike ki thodi bahut halki Si jhalak mil jayegi ki dream Meri kaisi ho rahi hai. Bahut alag dream Hai Jahan per Main अलग-अलग character mein hun jaise ki main kabhi baccha hun kabhi thoda bada hun ya FIR main kabhi ek slave hun ya FIR ek citizen hun ya FIR ek hunter aur bhi bahut sari character jo ki ek constant suffering aur struggle ko show kar raha hai. Pareshan mein is baat se Hun ki yah Jo dream hai vah bahut jyada unreal Hoti Hai Magar yah Jo Meri dream Hai personal dream vah mujhe ab real nahin lag rahi hai aisa lag raha hai ki jo Meri real world Hai vah dream world Hai vah bilkul ek dusre se swap ho gai hai. Kyunki main bahut sari aisi chijen dekh raha hun jo ki meri is duniya mein hai aur vah use duniya mein dikhai de rahi hai aur vah bilkul hubhu aur Si Hai itna similarity chahe vah mere khud ke Ghar ki Ho ya FIR अलग-अलग chij mere Town ki har sadak har Deewar matlab ki meri family friends sare hubhu use duniya mein mujhe mil ja rahe hain aur अलग-अलग tarike ki chijen ho rahi hai jismein ki mujhe bilkul unreal field jaisa bilkul nahin ho raha hai aisa lag raha hai ki main unse sach mein mil raha hun aur main unhen feel kar pa raha hun yah bahut hi Ajeeb baat hai ki main vahan per bahut sari chijen ko padh bhi Pa raha hun aur main emotions aur pain ko feel kar pa raha hun. Tumhen jyada to detail mein nahin bata paunga kyunki bahut jyada Badi Ho jayegi yah post to kuchh aisi dream Hai Jo Main explain kar dunga aur please use Dhyan se samajhna kyunki vah Jaisi dream hai vah bahut jyada creepy hai bahut jyada uncanny hai aur bahut jyada ruthless brutal darkness Se Bhari Hui Hai.

DREAM1:in this world i am slave a child slave and many other child are also slave and where transport them in different area and that dream I and many other children where run from captivity and from prison and try to escape but get caught by them . Because one of them betrayed us and told them our location and they find us and send them in some kind of asylum where all those lever Train and hard labour going on.

DREAM2:ThE real creepy and uncanny prison inside my own town. Like my own town whole fucking town reincarnated in that world and we are trapped with demon of dark shadows or creepy creature who were shapeshifter and can rip the flesh of human killing in the most brutal way possible. At that world where my whole town people are there and that town has demons where they only came out only at night and kill the you once you are out from their home and some kind of protective shield if they cross that protective shield they will literally rip them apart. And in this world I see many dark and devil characters which are very over powered literally boss. The third picture I in my post depicts the some home image of that demon or devil. He was like a human eyes form of darkness with a strong tall handsome cherismetic men and in his eyes I can clearly see the warning that if you move you will provide me get rip apart. Take out you lungs. So one of the incident I was in that world is that in my town we all go to the playground type ground and gathered people so that we can face those devils and formprotective seeds so no one can enter except humans. But that Bastard appeared and he literally smile and talk to us like a most human way possible outside that field we sit around those all group of peoples and I see their trying to manipulate us and one of them came out of that protective shield maybe scared and run from that playground and I see that devil the main character the main devil demon character kill him in the most brutalway possible I see his all organs came out and kills like a butcher. Those shadows are those shape shifting devils kill him and eat him we all get scared but still wait till the morning when the  sun came out everyone go speak to their home but may we found something different fee form small shield so that we can stay at our home . At house me and my mom are inside that shield and sleeping at night and I see somehow he came inside our house that main devils character and talk talk to my mom like you know her from very long time and also talk to me like he know something about me and know what I can do in this world and talk to me in the most friendly way but I can see in his eye that it a clear f****** warning of doing nothing just to listen he is words. It feels helpless because he was very very brutal creepy and uncanny can't have a chance against him. You can't imagine that you are sleeping inside your home and that is some kind of sad who like they will character of 7 foot appears out of no wear in just watch is you literally scary. So the scene shift and I struggle in this world I save many peoples who are out from their home on sealed and fight all those shadows or demons still can't fareed out how to kill them but I find some statues or stones who is capable of killing those shadows to shadows are everywhere like literally bats lots of bats if you see. Then I see a scene from my terrace that all that sky get dark reddish not reduce what brownish and all those shadows are killing in my town. So my cousin was at my house and I had attached to take back her to his house safely back to his mom and this constant  struggle going and somehow I made that out killing those shadows and somehow reach that house. That house was literally in this real world is just at the same place at my house like my cousin house and my house are all connected and just behind my house my cousin house is situated so that dream has the same location my cousin house behind my house and I some made through struggle reaches that house and leave her with her mom. And when I came down from the stairs from that house that house was like three floor so I came down fast and then I lock the door in suddenly I see that's some child a small child girl is in a devil form is trying to kill me approaches to kill me and I have to kill her anyhow so I kill a f****** child don't want to talk how I kill her but that really f****** creep
    . Like her eyes were pop up I killed her with the stone that are capable of killing those shadows like literally I can see the blood coming out of his eyes and I can't explain what it like I am murdering a child. This place makes me do all the bad things which I don't want it looks like those dreams and those sounds I am hearing from inside my mind is making me corrupted like it corrupt my soul and destroy me from inside so that I can trap this whole hell through eternity.


DREAM3:ReCent dream of last night
It was a dream that I am at my terrace all those same scene of dark sky with brownish colour and I kind of confused where I am then I look down from my terrace and I see someone is calling my name I look down I see my aunt is working like cleaning the floor and all and I see her and she also seen and said what happened I see that there is no one but at a very sudden I her reaction that she see something and when I look at that direction from down there literally not to far I see a ghost see that horror face like movie ghost jump from the wall and jump to another terrace and fly back to my face like horror scenes. And I wake up from that dream like it literally tries to kill me. 



 all those dreams I am just surviving and if I get killed I think I don't see that world and reincarnated into different world and as long as I lived at that dream I am kind of safe but not for too long. If I get killed in every world I don't know how many world is there I will be in a permanent sleep on aur Main bhi Na sleep paralysis it is my theory maybe.

DREAM:3.1(again dream after get back from wake up from dream 3)
When I wake up I go to toilet and then back to sleep and again I see another dream where I see her I don't want to explain but I see her she came back but things are still the same between us and don't know what to do I talk to her in phone and things going on at the dream and I just wake up I think it's more bad dream then any other dream I see her in another dream where I was at my school ground and she hugs me from behind and I can literally feel the warmth. How is that event possible in the dream it literally scary. This I think the dream of her is more disturbing them the scary dream of demons and okay that's I don't want to see. 

I don't know what it is but this is more of a dream it literally controls everything inside the dream it controls my mind it controls my emotions it manipulate me to do bad things to kill others so me that I can't save anyone make me corrupt make me do bad things. Make me  a monster. It's not unreal anymore. 

So this are the experience and suffering of mine and these days things are getting more worse it feels very real in the dream world and its psychologically very painful that to be killed by those demons in different dream s and just wake up that why I sleep very less like literally 3 hours or 4 hours  maximum. Last night it was like 2.5 hour and still I see the dream that long dream that dream 3. I don't know if you read all those line by line but these are the experience which are really disturbing for me.

   

20F wants to share some personal stress experience. Plz hear me na😚💘I am just a baby girl uuhhmaa...