Endlessly exhausted

Hi there, I've been dealing with depression and anxiety since I was 15. Im 26 now and my birthday just passed. I've been having therapy sessions weekly for 2 years now along with monthly psychiatry appointment as well. Nothing is getting better, I feel as if im getting worse. To the point of if im going to feel like this for the rest of my life, what is the point? My job works me to the bone and there is no recignition bexause i dont sell, I have ADA accommodations but it feels due to this no coworker likes me. I've had to quit jobs due to anxiety attacks. It feels like I wasn't meant to participate in this world the way it is, im never going to get better and its going to be this way the rest of my life. I've already tried partial hospitization which was unsuccessful and I have been fully hospitalized in 2016. If anyone has kind words or things that have helped them move forward positively in life that would be helpful. At this point, im scared but im just ready to give up.