35 [M4F] #Online - You deserve no dignity, but you deserve an owner who will take it from you

You have to stop thinking of yourself as a decent human being who deserves to be treated with respect. We both know you've never felt satisfied with men who treated you well, cared for your feeling at all times, and you're only truly happy when someone abuses you, or you fantasize about that. Even if you feel bad afterwards, you keep coming back for more. There's nothing wrong with that. Don't even try to convince yourself that you're better off with a soft Dom or a vanilla man. You can't hide from what you are.

This is not the post that will tell you to slide into my DM's with a nude, I won't be your Master from the get go, and I don't care if you're horny, I won't start degrading you to help you get off. That would be pointless. Most people would probably treat you as a disposable toy. I have something else in mind. I hate short-term play and I will not participate in it. If you're hoping to find a Dom who will systematically push you to your limits and gradually condition you to become that vile slut you know you are deep down, you're at the right place.

I'm not particularly "picky", but that doesn't mean I'll accept anyone to be my sub just to have someone. I'm happy to have a conversation with anyone regardless of age, looks, location, experience, relationship status and other factors that can be potential deal breakers for most. Everyone deserves a chance at happiness. That being said, I expect you to put effort, time and energy into this. I only want to be your Dom if you truly want to be my sub. Take your chance and make the most out of it.

I consider myself to be a good prize for the lucky girl who can impress me. As far as abusive dynamics go, you can't do much better. I know how to push without overwhelming. I know how to break without permanently destroying. There are very few hard limits I'm not willing to touch, and whatever weird, embarrassing fantasy you have in mind, you can very likely make it happen with me in a safe way. Is there something you've never dared telling anyone? I'm all ears.

You don't have to be scared even if you're new to all this. I know it can be overwhelming when you think about all the things you'll eventually have to do, but you will have plenty of time to get comfortable enough to keep moving forward. You will be a different version of yourself by the time you have to do the things that make you want to run away today. Don't run away. Run to me.