No im not happpy

Im numb caused by all the pain that you guys put me thru.i was to busy to chase you that i couldnt get to my kids. And now that im blocked theres no way of getting thru. Im sorry for all the stuff i put you thru it only took that last time and you was over for. There was no coming back. You also crumbled me like paper and tossed me in the trash. If you ever want to get a hold of me you know where to find me. Ill always be trying to get back and hope you dont leave me behind. I hope to speak to yall soon i love you