Finally taking charge of life

Finally taking hold of my life. I'm a guy who has suffered mental health issues probably from Class 12. Never understood it completely till now, after almost 6 years. Got into a tier 3 engineering college in my hometown ,despite wanting to be into sports management. Never felt a problem in college studies, graduated in 2024, did some freelancing after that but not much. Got into an MNC in April 2025, and now after just 7 months, I'm quitting, not with any other offers in hand. Why ? Because I'm honestly tired, completely drowned in alcohol and cigarettes, I realised I need to get back home and reset my life. Get help for my mental health which I've ignored so far. And that, coupled with changing of cities has almost made my lose my mind. I realised I'm still quite young (24,M), and I can take this risk, because the state I'm in right now, I don't wanna be at 34. Anyways, that's it. Just having so many confusing thoughts tho. Relieved that I finally took this step. Little scared too. You know how it is, when you take a leap of faith.