And of course the void is all i got left. And of course the void is silent.

I like to lie to myself that I did try to do my part.

And of course it doesn't matter.

In the end, most if not all of us are and will forever be alone.

For some of us, there's not even something like dignity.

I tried. If nothing else, amoung this clusterfuck of a life, i tried.

Doesn't matter, does it?

FOR FUCKS SAKE HOW MUCH LONGER!?

WHY CANT YOU TAKE ME BACK YOU FUCKS!?

I really really really don't know what the fuck i did do, i really really really don't know for what I'm supposed to do repentance, all this time, all this time.

I tried.

Ah, well, that has to be enough i guess