Update, my wife and everyone else thinks I got laid off but really I quit so I could make a go at being a Twitch streamer full time. An update and my divorce destroyed me and she's dating again now.

I know I'll probably get flamed but I get it. I understand that I am the one who ruined my life and my marriage. My divorce was finalized a year ago. She found out about 6 months after I posted. I understand that I was wrong and that I screwed up. I regret my stupidity so much. But she didn't want to hear it. She left our flat with our daughter and went to live with her sister and hired a solicitor and that was it.

We've been divorced for a year and I found out she is dating again. I'm gutted. I miss my daughter because she only lives with me half the time. Whenever I see my wife's sister or other members of her family they give me the stink eye. I can't believe I was such a lazy fuck while she was out there busting her ass as a paramedic. I understand why everyone hates me and sided with her. I know I'll get judged either way but I'm posting in case anyone else understands what I'm going through and being gutted when your ex starts dating again. I didn't know it was possible to be so gutted.