what’s wrong with me?

I lost all my motivation, and passion, like drumming I was so passionate about it, and now it feels like such a chore to even do it or to do anything, my energy is gone and my personality and emotions have just faded away, i can't figure out where it all went, i'm not sure if this is a sign of depression or what i just wanna know whats wrong with me and what’s happening

also i’m 15, went through extreme abuse at the ages 2 through 8, currently going through stuff right now, not sure if this helps any