I cant handel being trans anymore.

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I have recently gotten diagnosed with OCD, and since im in treatment for OCD, my way to starting T has completely stopped. Since in my country you apparently cant have anything bad going on in your life to get help. If you tell them you are going to kys bc of dysforia for example they will admit you to a mental hospital for risk of suicide, but if you dont feel dysforia you are not trans engouh.

I feel disgusting. The way i feel and talk and walk and look. I can’t anymore, my life feels worthless.