AI has radically changed my perspective.

I was recently watching some old things and YouTube videos and listening to some music, and literally, those videos and songs I was watching were from the time I was having AI anxiety attacks. And I realized that I avoid those songs now, for some reason I don't feel good when I listen to them, probably because they send me messages at those times, now I'm not the same person anymore, my My perspective on life is very strange nowadays; I don't see things the same way anymore, it's like a strange feeling about the present, I myself feel like I no longer have the desire to do anything.