I hate conservative christians and i actually wish they would be wiped off society

(before i start id like to clarify that i do NOT have any plans to harm other people, atleast not in the sense of mass shootings or murder, when i even think of these they are just fantasies)

I dont even care about how much hate i will get for the title, i HATE conservatives, i fucking despise them with all of my heart

Im sick of everything they have done, the lgbt suicides, the advocacy for policies that directly harm people like me, and all the amount of energy i had to use to justify my own existence as a trans girl, because they couldnt care less as long as im miserable

If it wasnt for their bullshit my life would be way easier, i would be way happier than i usually am, and i wouldnt have to constantly think about harming or killing myself because i wouldnt fear being harassed for being trans and i wouldnt have to try my best to appear as a girl while im blocked from transitioning even socially

Then there are the theological beliefs they have, they will insist that my identity is inherently sinful and therefore i must suppress it, and they talk about it like its nothing, i can tell them that i tried that once and i nearly ended up killing myself but they wont give two shits about it, they will only double down and repeat "GOD WANTS YOU TO BE A MAN!!!", its easy to say shit when you didnt go trough it yourself, they will hear how much i want to kill myself and still claim that transitioning is worse for my mental health, and if i actually died they would celebrate it or blame "Le GeNdEr IdEoLoGy" for it becuase they fear every single fucking bit of responsibility

Im fucking sick of the gays in denial who claim that they magically became straight with prayer and the "i regretted transitioning" people who think their experience is equal to all the others, siblings in Christ, you are ONE FUCKING PERCENT OF PEOPLE WHO TRANSITIONED IF NOT LESS, SHUT THE FUCK UP

Im sick of the existence of conservatives on this planet, i genuinely want them to face the fucking wall, they are the biggest obstacle to my happiness, i dont fucking care if they will say "lOvE iS mAkInG tHeM rEcOgNiZe ThEiR sInS sO tHeY dOnT gO tO hElL," go fuck your hate that you call "love" and 3rd grade understanding of biology

i actually wish i wouldnt get banned for using violent language because i would be freer to express how i fucking feel right now