Small update

I did one hard thing today that I’d been putting off. I deleted one of my social media’s. It was a platform we used to speak a lot on, it meant alot to me and I didn’t want to lose the messages. I scrolled up on our old messages and had a cry. The difference between how much we were in love compared to now is so so scary. I have to keep telling myself that he’s not that person anymore. This weekend has been incredibly hard, I’ve been alone whereas in the relationship I would have been carving pumpkins and going to a party. I think these next couple of months are going to be a worse with the festivities. I just can’t believe this has happened and honestly I’m dreading Christmas. But one social media deletion is a start. Thanks for reading it helps to post.