5 years on hypno what is next ?

stumbled across sissy hypno 5 years ago. Found hypnotube and it drew me in. Each year going deeper. Wearing wife's clothes, meeting guys online, shaving body, eating cum, homemade dildo and trying to make clit limp. At a crossroads well not really a crossroads don't see myself ever giving this up, enjoy it too much. But want add need to go further. A real dildo is next. guess want to meet friends irl so lI'm not so lonely. know that eventually a real cock or gock will take me. look forvward to that.

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