1/4 people with body dysmorphia attempt suicide. I plan to succeed.

Long story short I suffer with from body dysmorphia which has consumed my entire life. It developed gradually over time, and now my life is basically unliveable. I do not cope. I've made numerous posts as a stupid plea for help as my mental state deteriorated, and it is safe to say that body dysmorphia has won. I'm tired of holding onto false hope and hoping things will get better.

It is either stay alive and endure lifetime suicidal thoughts or ending it all. I plan to choose the latter.

I no longer want to holding on. I can't keep battling this disorder anymore. At least with my death the body dysmorphia will die with me.