Feeling like a looser

Hi everyone, I'm a teen musician and have been performing/singing/producing for many many years. I used to do lots of performances but loved back to my hole country in Europe lately and that has stopped. I released a few songs and just released another but there's really not too much traction. I'm good at what I do, I know that has no meaning coming from me but I have gotten some big placements and things happen for me that validate that. But on social media like Instagram I'm just stuck at the same number around 7k for the last 3 years. I just cant anymore I'm getting tired. I want to cry, I don't know what steps to take next and I feel like everything I've done was for nothing.