Sick of doing fun things alone.

I'm pretty lucky that I get to experience some pretty cool and unique gigs and events. All of these things I would be able to invite people to, but I've always done them alone because I don't have any friends to invite.

I've actually really enjoyed going to them on my own for the longest time but suddenly in the last few weeks it's really hit me how sad it is to not be able to share these experiences with someone close. And it really sticks out now when I go to these events how everyone is there with someone else or with a group. I've honestly never realised until this point how rare it is for people to go on their own.And for the first time, I've felt the deep pain of lonliness.

Anyway, not sure what I want from this post. I guess just to get it off my chest that it would be nice to have people to do things with that I enjoy.