I knew

When she started saying she wanted to run away with you for months, and claimed you on Valentine’s Day and you pulled away only to leave me. Is when you knew she loved you like I said all along. And that was the moment I knew you loved her too.

I was going through so much, I didn’t deserve the lying and abuse, but you didn’t deserve any of the abuse either. And I’ll always be sorry I ever treated or spoke to a human the way I did, let alone one I loved.

I’m deeply sad how it all went down; I had to be destroyed for you to find your person. I wasn’t whole when I met you, but I trusted you with the most sacred parts of myself. And I’ll never connect souls with another person again. I’m afraid.