Milking before NNN

Sorry if this story is all over the place, havent wrote something in a while, but yesterday was just something so special and im a little nervous to share so I made a new account❤️

I got a new vibrator a few months ago and ive always used it on myself. Normally I would use the sound setting and put the microphone on my headphones in my mouth so it picks up my little whimpers and moans and heavy breathes, which makes the vibrator vibrate even harder and more intense. It gets so fucking intense sometimes and feels so good just pressed against my head.

But yesterday I just felt... different. I was other wordly horny lmao. Hornier than ive ever been before tbh. So I decided to try and match with someone on the Lovense app. So I sat there for about 20 minutes cycling through all the scammers and whatevers on that app until I finally matched with someone that seemed real.... and oh was she.

“Hi puppy."

Something in those words unlocked something inside me. Such simple words that dug so deep. I was in that subby state of mind already. Like she already knew what she was doing. Like she had done this before and wasn’t in a rush. It made my heart jump in my chest, not because she was trying to dominate me, but because she didn’t even have to try.

She told me she had just got done with a 2 hour session with a gooner boy.

I jokingly said "looks like I have some steep expectations to live up to"

She said so quickly "You wont. 💋"

It was only like 3 minutes in but I was already on edge. She knew how to control the vibrator so well that my hips would just buck involuntarily. I told her the precum was already pooling around my tip, round the vibrator and she asked to see.

Normally I dont send pictures or videos cuz im normally very shy and self conscious🙈 but she had me in such a subby state of mind that I had to. I sent her a video of my tiny cock twitching while the precum essentially bubbled around my tip and my little whimpers and moans in the background. ughh it was so fucking hot 🥵

She made me watch and listen to myself as she stroked me. I was SO FUCKING CLOSE.

I told her. She said to take a "deep breath puppy, we are no where near done"

I looked at the timer and it was only about 10 minutes in😭 I was already one stroke away from exploding over myself. My cock just bobbing back and forth all I could do was watch the precum drip down my little swollen head.

I jokingly said again "I dont know how that other guy lasted 2 hours with you"

She said "because that guy wasnt pathetic, now you dont cum no matter what until I say so. Got it?"

Her being so demanding... ughhh it just melted me even more. I knew I wasnt gonna last but I agreed anyways.

"Yes Mistress" I said

"Good fucking boy."

Those words. Literally almost sent me over the edge right there with no vibrations😭 And i told her that.

“Oh… you’re easy,” she said. “You melt the second someone takes control. Don’t you?”

The worst part was how true it was. I didn’t even try to deny it.

I couldn’t.

My body had already made the decision for me.

She didn’t rush. That was the cruel part. She held me in that place, the place where your breath was already unsteady, where your thoughts were already thinning out and she kept me there.

Not letting me fall. Not letting me finish. Just letting me need.

Time got weird. Every second stretched out. I could feel my heartbeat in my fingertips, in my throat, behind my eyes.

Whenever I got too close, too tight, too ready to break she would pull me back.

“Not yet.”

Two words. And my whole body obeyed.

I didn’t even think about it. Thinking felt impossible. I was just... reaction. Just want.

She wanted to hear me whimper again. She wanted to hear me struggling again so she asked for another audio. I was already so far gone she coulda made me do anything at that point 😭

“There it is… that helpless sound. Keep going. Don’t finish. You don’t get to finish until I say.”

20 minutes didnt feel like 20 minutes anymore. It felt like I was there for hours already.

I wanted her.

I wanted to please her. To prove yourself. To earn something I never had to earn before.

There’s a very specific kind of helplessness in that.Not just physical.

It’s the moment where your body stops being “yours.”

I wasnt controlling my reactions anymore. She was shaping them. Directing them.

My hips moved without permission. My breath was uneven, broken, heavy. My mind was just her, her, her, and the word please.

When it happened, it wasn’t planned.

I was trying... god, I was trying so hard to hold on. Trying to breathe slow, trying to stay right where she kept me. My body was shaking from the effort, muscles tight, jaw clenched, breath stuttering in my chest.

But the need was too much.

And for a split second, just one, my body betrayed me.

I broke.

I came without permission.

Not gracefully. Not quietly. Not in control. It hit me like a dam bursting, fast and messy, my breath catching in my throat, my mind going blank, my whole body pulling tight around the wave I couldn’t stop.

Cum shot up out of cock as my tiny tied up cock strained against my cock ring. It almost hurt how tight it was, but in a good way. It was so tight the cumshot hit me in the face lmao

I tried to apologize instantly.

But I didn’t even get the chance.

Because she didn’t stop.

Not for one second.

No pause. No forgiveness. No space to breathe or hide.

Just buzzzzzzz

“Oh. So you thought that was yours to give?” The sound of her disappointment almost hit harder than the pleasure.

It went straight to my chest, straight to that small, trembling place inside you that wants to be a good boy.

My body was already too sensitive. Every nerve was already white-hot. My breath was already broken and ragged.

And she just kept going.

I felt the vibrator get stronger.

"Full power from here on out." She said

I had no fight left in my to even argue or plead.

"Audio. Now." she demanded

And I sent another one of me. This one so much more real and unhinged. Me moaning and practically screaming. Begging her to stop.

But deep down I didn't want her to stop. It was so intense. I felt so subby and so out of control. Right where I felt I belonged.

She said it was so hot to listen to how submissive I was 🥰 And sent me a pic of her playing with her grool 😋

“There it is,” she whispered. “That little noise… the one you make when your body doesn’t know who’s in charge anymore.”

I felt small. Not in a bad way though. In the way that strips everything else away, ego, control, worry, thought, until all that’s left is want.

That, mixed with the vibrations humming against my sensitive cock, brought me right back to the edge.

But this time I had no will power to hold back.

Before I could even tell her, another rope of cum hit my chest.

The vibrations didnt stop though.

buzz buzz buzz

My muscles kept fluttering, reacting, tensing without pattern, my body trying to retreat from sensation it couldn’t escape from because she wasn’t letting me. My cock was so exposed.

And she knew it.

She savored it.

“I asked you not to cum" “And you did anyway. You just couldn’t help yourself… could you, puppy?” "Mmhm. I know. It’s okay. I like you like this.”

She asked me if I knew what palming was and to send me a video of me doing itnto myself with the vibrator on while already overstimulated...

Literally just the thought of filming it and sharing with her made me explode... but when I actually started palming myself...

I. Exploded.

I literally was crying tears of joy while my hips shook sporadically, my whole palm was covered in cum, letting my hand glide across every nerve ending in my tip. All while the vibrator hummed right under my tip. It was on fire. But it felt so fucking good.

She said listening to my adorable cries and whimpers made her feel so dominant and got her wet 🥰... and that obvious only made me feel better.

I ended up cumming 4 times for her and I never wouldve imagined getting so lucky on that app lmao. It was the perfect end to October right before NNN. She told me shes gonna try and break me again soon but even more. Im gonna try and be way more ready this time and be the best puppy I can 🥰🐶

(Sorry for any spelling mistakes, I may be writing this while mindless with my vibrator on again hehe) 💋