Knowing Yourself Is... Interesting, but I'm in deep rest.

Hi everyone, don't mind anything in this post cuz im not used to do anything in public.

i have written this multiple times now and im sick of deleting so i will do it one last time and call it a day

I have hobbies, so as most of us, yet i can't find my true self nor using my time efficiently

I feel lost in my life cuz i have no idea where to go, what are my hobbies? i like reading, gaming, watchin, listening etc... im thinking of continuing my drawing journey soon too....

but i have noticed something as an introvert, i hardly do anything alone and i can't make friends for many reasons.... so whenever im alone i just scroll songs, music or watch something to pass time. im into making friends but i couldn't make a lot due to many reasons, yet i feel like im a social person deep inside, i just don't know where to start. I want to start having fun, i want to feel the joy doing something, i just feel like i want to share it with someone or even just be with someone during my journey even silently. why am i saying this? will... i want to know how did yall move on in your lives and i just... wanna know how it feels to be talkin publicly.... i hope that i can continue in posting in this account and see how i improve with others help... as i said i don't know where to start so i made this post more like an open topic so anyone can share his/her story and there I guess will be the starting point for me.

i hope yall having a good day and feel free to leave a comment so i can learn something today, just remember that whatever you comment will be in my life journey and it might be the reason of my change hopefully for the better.