Any sick fucks got back with their ex just to fuck them? I'm having similar thoughts lately

My ex dumped my last year but we've stayed in touch and regularly talk. She had asked me to get back together twice after breaking up but i denied because I was not in the right mind.

Now it's been more than a year, and I've been getting non stop thinking about her. She's not any hot piece, not any 10/10. She's fat, she's chubby, she's short, she looks weird but cute. But man is she easy for me. And lately I've been so horny and so desperate I want to get back with her just so I can completely fuck her and use her. Its a deranged thought from my mind. But I wanted to see if there are other people who share this derangement.